I deleted all of my posts just a while ago. I don't even know how I'm going to start this one. I guess I should start with what is happening at the moment. At the moment I am thinking about just taking a shower to be refreshed from everything in the past... I am thinking about finishing all college applications and writing more essays.. I am thinking about my calculus and chemistry homework.. I am thinking about working more hours.. I am thinking about just moving on but still staying conscious of the present moment... Today is Thanksgiving Day and I should say what I am thankful for. I am thankful for the ff:

- Having a great family that supports my every need.
- Having a best friend who does not tell me what I WANT to hear, but what I NEED to know.
- The life I am given.
- The blessings showered upon me.
- The materialistic things.*
- and everything else that happened, is happening, and will happen.

This is the start of the BETTER me, and the end of the BITTER me. I am not going to complain as much. I will try to help myself to feel content. I am not going to be alone with this, but to whoever helps me, I will not drag him/her down when I am down.


Hello Goodbye...

-Andrea-