I'm going to give up now. I should. -finally-

This weekend went by fast. I did all of my homework and some advance readings. I have thought about college again. What or how my life would be when I finally go. If it is gonna be hard to live with strangers and get to know new people. Adjust.... adjust...adjust.... And speaking of which, I have to learn how to live with the real things and people around me. If it's not there, I am not going to look for it. Sometimes this could be the right attitude because not all of the things that you are looking for would be found. A childhood friend of mine, Aly, called me today. It was fun talking to her, it's just that, until the very last of the convo, she spoke no word of our language at all. I hinted to her how much I hated when Filipino's do that and she missed it. Anyway, I still enjoyed talking to her. I see more convos in the future. Hopefully, I could still go to San Diego this summer so that I could also drop by Vegas and SoCal.

I wonder why things happen.. don't tell me they happen for a reason.. they do.. but what reasons..?
I wish that when things happen, I would know the reason behind it. Good or Bad. I want to know and never guess what's going on. I hate being left out although they said that some things are better left unsaid and that what you don't know wont hurt you.

I should sleep now. I'm getting stressed again.

Adieu
-Andrea-

I can't wait to get a job! So hard without money in my pocket. I can't buy what I want = NOT MUCH TO SPEND FOR SHOPPING!! gaawwrrarrrrhhhzzz! Ampf.. Today I did little shopping and I am not satisfied. Geez.. can't wait till summer!

Duhrtduhrduhr...

-Andrea-

I'm listening to Enya right now. I need to relax since every all nighters and stress has crept up on my system and now I am sick and feverish. There is basically eleven more weeks to go before graduation and everything is going by so fast. Next week will be midterms and science fair district competition. Today is my only day to relax and for two weeks nobody will be able to see me cause I will be running away from the crowd to attend to my school stuff. April is approaching very fast, meaning- all of the worries will be soon going away. Yesterday, I went to the University of Illinois at Urbana-Champaign. It is a really large campus and the population is amazingly comprised of nearly all ASIANS! I totally fit in the crowd. LOL. The only concern I have is that in a big school I will be a small fish and to establish a 'name' will be a struggle. I still do not know exactly if that is where I really want to go because of my financial situation. Anyway... Life has been alright since the last dilemma. I wonder if it'll stay like this. Well, certainly it wont. Summer...ah.. I am anticipating for it so much. I wish that I could still go to San Diego to see my G.ma because she is very lonely over there and also of course, I want to travel before I become busy for the next 9 years. whahah! I am almost done with the first step... I wish for the second one to be accomplished soon. I miss all my friends. I have not been hanging out with a lot of them since my senior year started. Yesterday was the only day that I had the chance to hangout with the two of the three other filipino seniors that are tagged as the coolest flips! hahah! NIKKA,ANNE,ASH, and myself of course are the best filipino seniors that are graduating for 09'. We got to eat sushi yesterday. I hate wasabe and I was pretty clear on that.. but.. my dear flips splattered my sushi with wasabe when I went to the comfort room. How nice right? So then I didnt know that there was wasabe on my sushi.. I proceeded on eating it and after a couple of seconds, my ears spurted smoke just like how a train's chimney does. I was so red and I almost cried (actually I did cry) hahah! It was a very fun day except for waiting in the cold for a cab. Those cabs wouldnt take us because we were heading north! How dumb.. Its not like we are not gonna pay. DUH. So i called for one and it came right when we were inside another cab. I immediately fell asleep when I got home. I woke up the next day very sick but still went to school. Now I am having a fever! =[ hmmmmm..... but thats ok! hehe

I cannot wait to see him wearing what I got him! <3

Toodlles

-Andrea-