I just found out that I cannot pursue pharmacy. Pharmacy is way different from surgery and so studying pharmacy will not be advisable if I want to prepare for neurosurgery. In addition, the number of years that I will be spending in school for pharmacy will be the same number of years that I am supposed to spend for neuroscience as a major. If I will do pharmacy first, I will not be done with school until I reach the age of 40! Oh my.. I do not think that I would want that. My decision, or at least my plan, right now is to study psychology, biology, or physiology in order to prepare me for med school. I did not think that it would be hard to choose. If anything, I should pursue a year of studies at UIC or UIUC and then apply again at the University of Rochester for next year as a transferee. Right! That's what I have to do. There are a number of schools I should try applying at for my 2nd year. It is not gonna be all fun and games. This is the path I chose..the career I am going to pursue.. I should do what I have to do and forget the unnecessary. 

neurosurgery! here I come!

-Andrea-

Things are going back to normal now but it does not mean that it was abnormal before. I just thought that since last year, I have been living in my world of wishful thinking. I have lived in a world where there was only the happiness, laughter, and dreams. It seemed too perfect. I am finally realizing the vitality of giving myself importance and recognition to all the efforts that I have exerted in the past. I have thought of the things that I let slip away because I was too preoccupied with my "world". I knew at one point that this has to stop because it is so unhealthy anymore. I have gotten restless and depressed. Why should I feel this way? If I have done more than enough then it just means that I have to stop. I gave it my all and it  was still kept unaccountable. Enough is enough like what they said. In addition, I have more time for myself now. My worries are less, although I would not hide the fact that I still think about him. I cannot just stop and that is just normal. At this moment, I am a little bit still wondering what happened. It has been two weeks since the last conversation. When I start to think about the last words I told him, I cannot help but want to slap myself. I sounded so desperate. I was desperately pleading and begging not to be left alone because I cannot be alone. I constantly have to be with someone. I proved myself wrong. When I am alone, just like right now, I feel better. I could think better. Recently, I watched this particular movie about guys not being into a girl. It got me thinking up to the point where I was answering the questions posted on the screen. " If he is not calling you... if he is not messaging you.. if he is avoiding you.."  It was so true. After that  movie, I stopped all of communications. I have successfully managed to stop leaving offline messages, text messages, and calls. I am proud of myself right now. I have accomplished something so hard to do I thought impossible to happen. Anyways, the drama has come to an end. =]

Today I ate sushi with my old friends and was really embarrassed to have my credit card declined. XD Lucky I have my debit card with me and some cash. I cannot wait till I get the income tax money! Darn! One thing that makes me happy right now is the fact that I have also successfully raised my grades. All of the horrible C's are gone! I also started my pharmacy tech class today which is good because I am making even more progress. Things are starting to line up pretty well now.  I got accepted at the University of Illinois at Urbana-Champaign and I am ecstatic about the future dorm life!

I got a good comment today! Mommy's friends said from the last time they saw me, which was last year , I got skinnier and looking much happy and vibrant! Oh all the good things!

Tata for now..my tete-a-tete with my blog is done for tonight.

Adieau

Andrea

Why bother? tsk -___-
I wanna get out of this "house" ASAP.

Anyways.. break is boring! I wanna go back to school!

Toodles!

-Andrea-

It's raining meeen! I can't explain why the rain, at this moment, lifts my spirit up! It just looks "nice" outside. Anyways, this is the last day of school this week. We are having a five day weekend! yey! I shouldn't procrastinate though. I should take advantage of these days to do advance homeworks, rest, and do some exercise. =P

K... so it's been long since I visited my martial arts dojo and so I went there today to see my old students and teachers. I was not very excited to see them really. I guess nowadays I am getting less and less excited about so many things except graduation of course. I just hate my school too much that's why I want to get out of there as fast as I can... *sswiiiish*.... Speaking of school, I think I am starting to perform better and better in every class, even in AP Calculus! =O hahah!
I just have to bring my AAA game on. I do not like disappointments anymore. If I wanna be happy, I have to make myself happy and that means raising my grades and making my parents proud of me. Other than this, I guess I really don't have much to say aside from the happenings at home which is not so intense anymore. My parents are much more linient now that they have seen that I am mature and more responsible. They even let me have my own credit card! wow! hmmm... with friends.. I don't see a lot of them or should I say all of them. LOL. I miss them but in the summer I am sure we will hang out most of the time. =] Although I miss my friends in Brampton specially my bestfriend Meii and Ate Ira. I miss them a lot. =[ I cannot go back there in the summer cause I have to work and maybe enroll in an advance class at the University so that I could start early. In less than 4 months I will be graduating and in 5 months I will be another year older... oh noooees!

What else.. oh.. I quit my job too! I cannot deal with people who does not know how to compromise, be considerate, and reasonable! I am never coming back to that place. I think that is it for now.


Toodles!

-Andrea-

I just updated my blog! Weebeee! Looking forward to my five day weekend!
Hopefully everything goes well from now on.. For the meantime, I gotta run back to school!
Meeting at 6 pm sharp!



Toodles <3

-Andrea-

I missshouuuu Bessy! ;(