Today is another day that I should be thankful to God. Last night my Aunt Elen in the Philippines called and she was crying. She told us that all nine of my cousins and two uncles almost died from drowning. They were all saved and I thank God for that. I couldn't believe the news and I just can't stop myself from shaking even after calling them and knowing that they were all alright. I cried while talking to them. I miss them specially my cousins. We all grew up together and they are my closest friends. The feeling of loosing all of them at the same time just scared me very much. Thank God they are all alive. I spent all night tossing and turning in my bed wondering and thinking about them. I am calmed now but the withdrawal from the two large latte's I had last night has taken its effect on me. Anyway, like I said, they are all safe and sound now. =)

It's been a week or so that I have posted something here. Considering that it is still spring break I should be relaxing. I am relaxed but all of this week I just studied and I am still studying. I am just taking a break from it. =P I will share something random right now. Every time I dream, my dream always helps me in finding the answer to something or sometimes it is a foreshadow of what is coming. I have few dreams that I remember right now...

Dream 1: "The Beautiful Baby Boy with Green Eyes: My Son"
I dreamt about a beautiful baby boy for about 5 times in the same year ( last year). At first I was scared cause I thought that I am gonna get pregnant! But then I told myself that I cant and I wont because it is not yet in my list of plans for the future. I continued dreaming about this baby and every time I dream I would only focus on looking at his eyes. His eyes were green. The most significant dream from the 5 dreams I had that I could vividly remember was the last one. I actually saw myself being in the delivery room giving birth. The baby came out and the doctor gave him to me. He was beautiful. He has the most gorgeous green eyes I have ever yet seen in my life. He has the most beautiful face I have ever touched. I was really happy. The feeling of motherhood rushed over me... but then it was dream. I woke up and I touched my stomach.. "I was dreaming.." I went back to sleep and dreamt another dream. Interpretation? Well the baby signified a new challenge in my life which could be because of school, family or a new relationship. The numerous times that I have seen the baby's green eyes meant that I always think about a certain person with green eyes ( Paul is the only one I knew with green eyes back then and I have always thought about him and until now but not so much..not as much) The color of the eyes could also mean money or greed. As soon as I learned about these interpretations I became less and less scared. I am not gonna be a mother soon.. phew! Thank God I wont.

Dream 2: "My Grandfather and My Falling Tooth"
I dreamt about this last year too. I was awaken by my mother's cries in the middle of the night; my grandpa has passed away because of cancer. I woke up crying too and I did not really know why. My mom told us what happened and I remembered my dream. It was very short. My grandpa, and my tooth falling. Interpretation? My family believes in superstitions. A falling tooth means death. When I saw my grandpa in my dream and my tooth fell, I knew already what was going to happen. Rest In Peace now my grandpa.. I love you very much and I miss you!

Dream 3: "My Bestfriend's Wedding"
Now this dream took place just last December while I was in Canada. I visited my bestfriend for a week after seven years of not seeing each other. I wonder how I could remember the dream ever so clearly. It was her wedding day and I would say that we were already at the wedding reception. I came up to her and Tyler ( the groom) and talked to them. Conversationally, this is what I said: "The two of you, love each other like there is no more tomorrow. Tyler, take care of Charmaine. I love both of you. Have babies soon! hahah! I want to be an Aunt already. I am giving you these plane tickets for your honeymoon trip to Europe. I picked 3 countries. Germany, because I know you, Tyler, that you'd love to visit Germany so bad ever since. France, so MeiMei could go shopping at the shopping capital of the world, Paris. Russia, last but not the least. I picked Russia as the third country because this is where I wanted to go but not all by myself. Enjoy every moment that you'd spend with each other forever. Cherish each others existence. I love you both. Be happy eternally. " I was very happy for Charmaine an Tyler in that dream. I was going to walk away and let them be but Tyler said something. "How about you? When are you gonna be happy again Andrea? It has been 12 years since...." Tyler said. I knew what he said and I understood it. I turned around and there he was. Paul was behind me. I woke up. Interpretation? I am not sure. This could be something in the future. I will be happy for Mei and Ty if they do get married. As for me.. I dont see the part of my dream, where the focus was on me, happening. I am alright.

Dream 4: "My Bestfriends Wedding 2"
It is funny how I had a second dream for this one after a couple of months after. I dreamt about the exact same thing, only that it was extended. The whole exact scenario happened and whatever happened after that, I cant remember clearly. Some parts of it I could remember was the saddest one. Charmaine finally spoke in this dream. She told me that Paul was behind me and I should talk to him. I told Mei that I still have a surgery to perform in a couple of hours and I have to prepare for it. And so I hugged Mei and Tyler really tight and then walked away after looking at Paul in a very calm manner. I even smiled and nodded. I walked to my car of which, if I can vaguely remember, was grey. A grey sports car. I went inside and as soon as I held onto the steering wheel, I broke down. Little did I know that Paul followed me. He knocked on the car window... and I woke up. Interpretation? Again, I am not sure. But then it is just a continuation of my previous dream.

My dreams might serve as warnings, foreshadows... but no one could tell about the future really. Even if everything for me is planned already at the moment. I panned to enroll myself at the nursing school of the university to get my BSN and then take a year for masters to get to the highest level for nursing. After that I will go ahead and study for neuro at a nice med school, supporting myself from the salary I will make as a nurse. Working and studying. That is how my life will be for the next decade and then become known and successful, finally helping my family better.

Blueprint of my life, you could say, eh?


Meanwhile.. here's 25 random facts about me.
1. I am scared of riding bikes cause I do not know how to turn.   
2. I wear so many grey, black, and purple shirts when my fave colour is GREEN
3. I had to repeat saying the Ku Klux Klan before I was able to pronounce it properly.
4. My feet is bigger than my AP Chem teacher's feet. LOL
5. I got locked up inside the bathroom for hitting my cousin in the head with a can. =P
6. I did a flying kick in first grade and landed on my butt. 
7. The Hebrew script on my screen name means "I am Iron". I want it as my first tattoo
8. My industrial piercing lasted only for 2 months after my dad made me take it off. -sigh-
9. I can only get attracted to a particular set of eyes. 
10. I kicked my school bus driver right in the nose during 4th grade
11. The first time I had sushi was last December at 168
12. I hate MILEY CYRUS! She cant fucking sing! 
13. I was speechless after seeing Bi Rain at the Incheon Intl Airport in Korea. <3
14. I used to have a fro.
15. My fave flower is a yellow rose.
16. I cant do DDR
17. I beat up a black belt in TKD once and she called me a cheater. HELLZ NOO DOOD!     aaaah beat yo ass fair and square!
18. One time, because I wanted to go ride the roller coaster, I told the theme park guy that I was 13 but a midget thats why I was short. (Japan days)
19. I was trying to catch this one airport guy's attention and I tripped..face first.
20. When I was little, my aunts used to call me DeaLight because I laugh when I see the lightbulb. I had slight jaundice as a baby.. so i was like a chick being incubated.
21. I have a mole inside my ears, beneath my left eye, middle of my nose, and lower lip. they said that if you have a mole near one of you senses, you must be good at listening ( mole by ear), smell (by nose), seeing ( eyes) and speaking( lips).. and yet.. i lack all of them
i lack the "being good at listening, watching, speaking, smelling stuff" CRAP
22. Im scared of clowns
23. I havent had soda for more than 7 yrs
24. My fave ice cream is Chocolate chip cookie dough
25. My bed sheet covers are blue


Adieu
-Andrea-